i feel like since my mom held the standard of leaving home at an early age that i should do the same and its not like i'm gonna be at home forever like someone i know lmfaoo but ! i wanna take my time, i don't ask for anything ! really i've limited myself to asking because if i don't have the money than i leave it be. i try not to complain ya' know, kinda cliche' but im really trying to get my shit together.